I've been suffering, no let me take that back, I've been dealing with a sinus issue for 10 days. (I was convicted that the word suffering did not apply here when I think of persecuted Christians or terminal diseases.) If you've known me long, you know this is something ongoing. Due to previous health issues, I have a major weakness in my respiratory system.
On Monday, my head felt like it was in a vice. I went to the chiropractor - it helped some. Worked all day Tuesday still dealing with it, but went home at noon on Wednesday as I felt like my head could explode. Had a sinus/full body massage this afternoon & think I'm on the road to recovery.
When my head feels like this, I don't feel like doing ANYTHING - especially reading because I can't keep my focus. Unfortunately, that includes reading my Bible and devotions. I sincerely want to read them & miss it when I don't, but I just don't FEEL like it. This reminded me of what our children & grand-children are really saying to us when they disobey.
What is that quote? Feelings follow Faith in action, not the other way around. I want to stay committed to doing the things of God whether I FEEL like it or not. I am SO humbled & thankful because God doesn't say to me, "I don't feel like it." He may say "No" in some cases, but it's because He sees the bigger picture.
David reminds us - Psalm 42:5 Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise Him, my Savior ... Psalm 103:2 Praise the LORD, O my soul, and forget not all His benefits. Psalm 104:1 Praise the LORD, O my soul. O LORD my God, You are very great; You are clothed with splendor and majesty. It's not whether I FEEL like doing something but am I willing to do it by faith & leave the rest to God. I pray that I am.
Sorry you aren't feeling well, Shelley. :-( I first "met" the "feelings follow actions" concept 20 years ago, and stepped out in faith that it was true. It was. Amazing how that works. :-)
ReplyDeleteLooking forward to seeing you on Thursday, my forever friend!